Song Description

Pop Rock with Dance Rhythms. Lyrically - a bitter wrestle with feeling in love with someone, but knowing that they are hurting you.

Lyrics

What went by that day? You turned to me to say, you no longer loved me, longed for me in the same way; ?that I was so proud of, love, it was all that I talked about.
I can't believe you left, I was so helpless there, all else above me in raptures on their fair way; ?a clock with broken hands, with which you might pull me out.

I guess I've got to use someone so I know what this feels like for you.
I guess that I could bite my tongue; you just didn't want me anymore.
I guess that I'm in love with the hider; a compulsive liar to me.
I guess that we are hurt by some, I just didn't know that mine would be you.
My heart can't pull me through.

Why can't I hate the pain of memories we share? I no longer want them, but I need them to help me care for someone who deserves not to feel like you made me feel. ?
I can't believe you left, I was so helpless there, I was dependant and lonely, but you were there, and when you turned the knife? I guess what I felt was real.
I loathe what makes me feel.

I have never missed you, like I do now. I have never missed you so much as I do now.
I can't say I love you, like I feel now. From across the world I'm hurting, without you now.